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THIS IS A ROLEPLAY BLOG, A WORK OF FICTION. NONE OF THIS IS REAL. I AM NOT IMPERSONATING ANYONE. ALL OF THOUGHTS EXPRESSED TO NOT INHERENTLY REFLECT THE WRITER, THEY ARE ALL IN CHARACTER THOUGHTS & EXPRESSIONS.
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i get married in 13 days. it's a little wild to think about. i am entirely so excited, in a way i can't really describe with words. finding a dream in a person has been such a huge surprise for me. if, a year ago, you told me, you'd be marrying someone. i'd be like, really? and if you told me who, i'd be like .. and where did that come from? haha but, it's such a beautiful unraveling. i am really enjoying the experience of finding my love in him, and finding his in me. he's a gorgeous, generous soul. that i admire as much as it is possible.
in other news, i survived fashion week somehow. i am truly growing old of the cycle of fashion. i need more excitement, i think. something more creative. improv. painting. who knows? i have not much going on now that it's over. besides preparing for this little wedding i am having. it won't be much. just us two, private. i wouldn't know how to host a wedding, honestly. i can't even try.
oh, funny thing. my last post, he saw it. now we are going on a vacation to a beach. yippee! towards the end of may. our honeymoon, you could say. how exciting is that? life is truly gorgeous. so tenderly in love, enraptured with a person. i don't know. i think about it constantly. it's very interesting to me to think about but i don't know how much it matters to anyone besides us, not that i care. of course, i know people are happy for me. some of them at least.. shrugging..
i don't know what else to say about it. i'll be back with more updates later on. thanks for reading!
vulkan.
today is 101 days since i have been with my amazing partner, alex. this is also my first blog post so i figure it may be fitting that i start off writing about this information. it's important information in my world. i am deeply obsessed with this man. if i ever thought i was in love before, i was wrong. he has my life entirely wrapped around his finger. the good thing is that he deserves it, if that sounds alarming to anyone. he's extremely kind & sweet. he's a little demure. he's very intelligent. he sounds so normal, i am sure but in my heart.. it's like a god. at the point of writing this, i would do anything.
i promise i have a life outside of him but honestly, maybe i don't. our love is so new & it is so normal to be lost in your lover for the first years of finding it. i just promise anyone who is reading this, he fully deserves it. & he earns it. & he keeps earning it.
so, outside of my intensely burning romance.. work. my boring, boring work that i don't fully love. i love it, of course. i just don't know if my passion is designing. that probably sounds entirely idiotic but, i do wonder. i am not fully about the creation, i think it can be silly, demanding & wasteful. i wonder if i should go into styling, i think i'd prefer that much more if i am being honest with you & myself.
i am thinking of, in the next 90 days-ish, going to a beach. i wonder if alex would want to go with me? i should probably ask. i mean, we have to find something to do. to commemorate. or whatever.
i don't have much to say right now but. my first post, guys.
vulkan.
